I know it's cliche, but....I'm starting to think I don't deserve him. Cute that he clearly thinks it's the other way around, but....that silly beautiful boy. If only he knew. [groans] I don't know what he's done, what world he's lived through, but he has heart. It's different. It's all...semantics, but he has heart and I... [sighs] What have I done?
[muffled sound of the ocean rocking against the beach] [distracted Peculiar things, unicorns. Pirates. Doctors. People. How many more times are we going to veer near the gates of death? How much are we going to sacrifice for one another or even ourselves? [laughs] That sounded almost poetic. [sighs] But really. How much more of this can we take?
[muffled pigman chanting] Some things are better left unknown....Perhaps he was right, but I'm beginning to understand why I don't want to go back. Kind of like a reflex. Knowing your body is revolting like its from death itself...... [half a laugh] I am human....aren't I? ... I am alive....aren't I?
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